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Can i be your play boy bunny?

[31 Mar 2006|07:00am]

I love Cliff!!

Can i be your play boy bunny?

Valentine's Day [14 Feb 2006|05:32am]
[ mood | I love Cliff ]
[ music | Chris Brown "Just Fine" ]

Today is Valentine's Day.. YAY!! I am excited to give mahh boii Cliffy his gift. hehe I want mine too. Idc what he got me, just as long as we are together forever. I love him so much! No one even knows, not even him. I cant say how much I love him, enough. I dont know whats gone thru with me but I am definetley in love with Cliff. and he says hes in love with me too, so that makes it even better! I d do anything and everything for him. Hes a winner!! Id give anything up for him, ANYTHING! oo babii... cant say it enough. I LOVE YOU CLIFF!!!!!!! ♥ muah xoxo thanks !!


*:. I
.:* Love
*:. Clifford
.:* Wayne
*:. Hicks!!
.:* 1.16.06
*:. until
.:* Forever
*:. & ever...

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Boys [29 Dec 2005|09:05pm]
[ mood | ahh ]
[ music | Yo Chris Brown ]

HEY!!

I am currently in like with this young man named CLIFF!! i want his balls.. badly. just to let yalll know!!

thats all. peace!

love uu

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[09 Dec 2005|06:35pm]
[ mood | Confused ]
[ music | Ray J... Anytime! ]

Today wasnt the best day ever.. I havent updated this shit in, FOREVER! lol I really have nothing exciting to say anymore bc all I do is sit on my ass all freaking day...=/ I just want Drew. thats all. lol Im leaving right now with Dana Young!!! i love her... hehe


muah xoxo
peace

Jessica

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Nothing at all [04 Aug 2005|02:14pm]
[ mood | Nothing ]
[ music | The Click Five "Just the Girl" ]

I havent written in here for a while soo yeah. I feel kinda gay writing in here. I have nothing to say!! grrr

I havent been working alot, ive only worked for like 2 days since forever! I need a new job and more money lol
Ive been grounded and it sucks. Nothiing to do at all!! it sucks real bad. I have nothing else to write now..

Jessica muah

I like you Andy!! lol

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Friday and Saturday.. COMBINED!! lol [30 Jul 2005|04:36pm]
[ mood | Worked at Mickey D's... ]
[ music | Usher "Can You Help Me??" ]

Friday, I was over Stephanies house bc I babysat Brenden and Zachary. I had tons of fun. They are the cutest lil boys ever! hehe I dont know what I would do with out them! =D=D Then, Steph droppped me off and I took a shower and got pretty for some reason. Im just good like that. =P Then, I sat around the house and was on the internet for like 5 hours!! It was a long time... But I got somewhere, and I got more stupid than I already was. Me, Jodie and my cousin decided to go for a walk and we walked like 4 miles. I wasnt tired at all. Seriously. then we came home at 10pm. I got ready for bed. Didnt go to bed. Steven called n told me to call him when i get off work today so he can bring my stuffed fish over!! Im excited! lol I ♥ that thing!! lol hehe wow, im a dork. =/ anways.. I have nothing else to say excpet I got a Myspace thing.. Its "ok" even tho I dont know what im doing.. muahz!

Jessica

i ♥ you

I like someone...=/

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Nothing new... [27 Jul 2005|09:00pm]
[ mood | Ditzy! =D ]
[ music | Tyrese "I Must Be Crazy ]

Today is Wednsday and I havent updated this mother in a while!! lol I went up north Friday, Saturday, Sunday and came back Monday. I had tons of fun! I swam in lake Michigan and it was freezing cold, let me tell you! My nipples were so hard that I could poke out and eye with the nipples I have.. lol wow =D anways... I stripped in the lake with my cousin too bc we got sand in our bathingsuits.. It was crazy!! LOL anyways.. then I went up this big Sand hill thingy and I rolled down it!! I got so much sand in my mouth, and then I ran down it! lol whata work out... =/ I was so tired after that. Me, My mom and my cousin Erin went to a gas station to get some awsome pizza and we were just sittng there pretending we did drugs and alcohol! HA my mom is the funniest thing ever!! This old lady walked pass us and my mom was like " I cant believe they served you two at the Hayloft! " and the old lady was freaking out!! (in her own little way) lol =P Then sleeping in the cabin was the worst part I would think.. bugs and everything!! eww gross.... Like in the middle of the night, me n my cousin would get all paranoid bc of the bugs... (idk if i spelt that really long word right!) I drove alot up there, it was fun because it was all hills n shizzle like that. Then we all layed out in the middleof the road and looked at the stars. It was so pretty!! =D twinkle twinkle! hehe yupp, then I came home and went to sleep. I was so tired! lol Cliff came over that day at like 11:30pm. We sat there and talked for a while which was tons of fun!! =D hehe These kids were driving and they ran the stop sign and then turned down my street and seen cliff and were like " Were gonna beat your ass!! " Omg i was so scared!! LOL Cliff of course had to leave bc they wanted to beat his ass. I ran inside my house, ahh!! I dont think ive ever been so scared in my life n I dont even know why... Im just weird like that =D HA! Then Tuesday, I met some new kids on Gratiot and we played in the rain for 3 hours!! At a car wash, it was HOTT!! One of the kids was mad bc Im 16 and hes 19 and he wanted to ask me on a date or something.Im straiiiight!! LOL The only person Id go on a date with that is 19, would be Mark!! Hehe Will Michaels came over my house that day too!! Aww he was looking extremly hott in his Green Adidas T-shirt! Awwww hes a cutie and hes really tall. <--Thats a plus! =D =D yupp he was only over for 10 minutes, maybe but hey, It was worth it! Then I went babysitting at Stephanies house for her two kids, one being Robby Camargo's. (My godson!!) I love Robby and Stephanie!! hehe =D I was so tired tho. I also change like 11 diapers. It was disgusting! >=0 lol really, It was. Now Im here, being gay. Talking to Mrs. Kristina Wright!! I love her so much, and I miss her soo much too. Life sucks when your grounded. (Im talking about me) anyways.. Im gonna go look at Kristina's Live Journal!!

**I love uu**

muahz xoxo
Jessica

*:. Music
.:* makes
*:. you
.:* lose
*:. control


Tyrese
"I Must Be Crazy"

[Intro]
I know I got some explaining to do (Oh baby)

Hey girl, is it cool if I'm honest
Just hold on, you know that it's hard for me
To say things, things that I promised
And do things that I never thought I'd do

What kinda man's not there when you're crying
What kinda man don't care if he's lying
Now I understand who could be that kind of man
That's me, and I must be crazy

I must be crazy for not taking care of you
And I must be crazy, now I'm feeling like a fool
Cuz you were my baby and I was yours, too
It's starting to break me cuz now baby I see
You were right when you said
I must be crazy, yeah

You told me we had a problem
Your girls said you deserve better than me
And they was right, I can't believe it
I've gotta ask myself why

What kinda man's not there when you're crying
What kinda man don't care if he's lying
Now I understand who could be that kind of man
And that's me, I'm so sorry

I must be crazy for not taking care of you
And I must be crazy, now I'm feeling like a fool
Cuz you were my baby and I was yours, too
It's starting to break me cuz now baby I see
You were right when you said
I must be crazy, yeah

I should have known and had an understanding
(Of what a woman needs)
This time I'll be there right
I'll tell you every night
I can't live without you, oh
This time you have my all
Give my full attention babe
And I won't go out searchin', babe

Now I know what a fool could do
(Babe, let me prove it)
All I need
The chance from you
No no no
Don't take this the wrong way baby
(No no no)
I'm not tryna justify what I did
But now I just gotta ask you something now
What kinda woman would you be
If you didn't give a second chance
To a man like me and
What kinda woman would you be
If you turned your back on me on my knees
Cuz I deserve a second chance
To be the one you call your man
I'm doing everything I can so girl
Don't you be crazy, yeah

I must be crazy for not taking care of you
And I must be crazy, now I'm feeling like a fool
Cuz you were my baby and I was yours, too
It's starting to break me cuz now baby I see
You were right when you said
I must be crazy, yeah

(Lovin' you the way you wanna be loved
(I must be crazy, yeah)
What have I got myself into mama, mama, mama
(I must be crazy, yeah)
I was so selfish, ooh)

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Bored outta my mind!! [16 Jul 2005|06:39am]
[ mood | BoReD!! =/ ]
[ music | Rihanna "Pon De Replay Hey Mr. Dj ]

Im up right now at like 7am... Im getting ready for work, its my first day back in exactly one month!!! lol Its gonna be weird, let me tell you... =/ I went cruising Gratiot yesterday and it was fun! I seen one of Marks friends... Idk who it was but they had that Street Dreamerz shit on their Cavalier and I thought it mighta been Steven or something, but it wasnt... LOL Found that out the hard way, no but I wanna know who it was. anyways. I got home and talked to Reemerz on the phone about Jamies Party tonight... Birthday Party bc shes 16 on Sunday!!! hehe I love that girl. Then after that, I talked to Steven n we talked to a while, ha, about "things." lol hes a cutie. He said I love u soo many times! HA Then my cousin prank called him about, 5 times...he got pissed. lol A lil imature dont ya think? But we can have fun once in a while, right? hehe =P Then I called Mark... ?=/ lol It was weird, I havent talked to him in GOD knows how long, but it was exciting to hear his voice so its okay.. That made my night! lol =D Im such a nerd, but hey, I have fun... lol I also called Drew bc Im just that good. He didnt answer tho. I got grounded bc of him, but It was definetly worth it! lol hehe Gotta love that man!! lol well Im gonna go, muahz xoxo

*:. I
.:* Love
*:. you
.:* Kenneth
*:. Desmond

Jessie....is bored outta her mind!!

**Im so icy!! lol Gangstaaa to the core!!! lol wow..**

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Friday....=/ [15 Jul 2005|08:20pm]
[ mood | Geeekkyy!!! ]
[ music | The Used "Blue and Yellow" ]

Today, I woke up at... 2:30 pm!! WOW Did I sleep in or what? =P Erin and I both did, It was fun! anyways... I woke up to Kates at my house, on my couch, in a Tigger blanket. HA! Whata sight to see when you wake up! Gotta love her!! lol, she makes everyones day dont she... =D I ate waffles and strawberry jelly. yummy yummy yummy in my tummy tummy tummy!! haha hehe

I cleaned my room today, Its actually clean! lol.... you wont kill yourself in there anymore, I promise. Durell and Tori n Ronald came over yesterday!! They are cute black guys!! lol =D yuppp anyways.... =/

I went skating today! At Great Skate.. I felt incredibly gay!! lmao wowww.....

I seen Kenny the other day, I got him all wet.. lol Not like that but hey, that would be great. Then I talked to Steven Yesterday, ha hes a cutie. lol

Nothing else.. muahz xoxo

 

Jessica

 

*:. I

.:* like

*:. Kenneth

.:* Desmond

Can i be your play boy bunny?

[11 Jul 2005|08:38pm]
[ mood | sad ]

Im br0k3n....

 

I really like uuu Kenny!! =D

Can i be your play boy bunny?

My Vacation!!! [11 Jul 2005|07:45pm]
[ mood | Crushed.... ='( ]
[ music | Counting Crows "Colorblind" ]

I wento Florida and I had so much damn fun!! I met my Uncle Ken, Aunt Sally, Uncle Dwayne, Aunt Cindy, Grandpa and Marie (grandma kind.) Cousins: Dean, Bradley, Erin, Chris, Kacie, Rachel and Kelly. I mostly spent the night at my Uncle Dwaynes house bc Bradley was there n hes my age, so I have the most fun with that cutie. lol Yeah, hes a cutie... He skateboards and hes really good at that. I went on a boat and my legs got soo burnt! It hurts so bad, but thats about the only thing that got burnt on my body so it sucks. Everyday, I went swimming in my grandpas pool, so that was cool. There was always a party there. :D Then we would just do whatever. My cousin Erin and I were walking home from Target and all these dumb mexicans were honking at us. It was disgusting! lol seriously, nasty people in Florida. The only hot ones are the black ones, n there really hott.. lol :P I didnt get any action tho, only bc I told someone I wasnt gonna get any action, so thats good. lol :P I keep my word for uu! U know who u are, even tho u didnt keep ur word, but hey, shit happens. Then I slept alot and stayed up until sun-rise! It was really pretty to see it come up when you were on the beach. I went to the beach alot too. Noting special went on tho. But it was really fun tho!!! I wanna go back, but then again I dont because I missed everyone up here, everyone. Aww I still do. I only seen Drew bc he was the first one at my house and then I got grounded bc My mom found out about him... I tried. Anything to hang out with him bc hes my bestfriend, but I guess I deserve it, right? Im dumb... :/ well anyways. I talked to Kenny and Steven. It was cool! I miss Kenny.. grr

Well thats about it!
muahz xoxo
Jessica

*:. I
.:* Love
*:. you
.:* Kenny
*:. no
.:* matter
*:. what

**Nothing is stopping me, even him not likeing me isnt stopping me..
My weakness is that I care to much...

MUAHZ!!!!!!! :*

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Thursday!! [23 Jun 2005|01:23am]
[ mood | Out of breath from running.... ]
[ music | Omarion "Growing Pains" ]

Today, was kinda gayyy... All day, I packed for Florida which was a pain in the rear!! lol It took forver, and Im still not done. I spent $120 at Kmart for stuff for Florida which I feel like im, BROKE!! =/ I wanted to sleep so bad, But I had more important things to worry about than sleeping...(even tho it did sound really good) about 7pm I went over Stevens. I told my mom I was going to Palace Vision, But I didnt bc they were sold out, so I just chilled at his house untill 11pm. Then, Stevens sister Sara dropped me off at MY friend Sarahs house. LOL ha, wow, that girl is something else. LOL We watched the rest of the Pistons game. I cried.. ='( I was soo pissed off that they didnt win!! grrr >=0 We just sat there, and then KENNY CALLED ME!!! =D =D =D =D God do I really like that kid. Hes also something else. OMG I would do anything for that kid, just for him to actually understand how much I really like him, but hes too high to ever notice it... =/ Idc tho, hes my life right now. =D Omg I cant get enough of that kid!!! It makes me mad how hard I try and he doesnt even like me. Nothing is going to stop me from likeing him tho. I know, I made the mistake, The worst one of my life, but I totally regret it, I would do anything to take it back... ANYTHING! Then I had to walk home, IN THE DARK!! eeeekkkerss lol Sarah walked me half way home. It was seriously scary. I almost shit my pants. lol We seen a bunny n Sarah goes "Is that a bunny?" I said "Idk, Looks like a horse...a minature one." a horse?! LMAO what was I thinking? HA wow, im just retarded. lol But it was funny tho, shoulda been there. lol I was running home bc It was really dark n scary n I tripped on the curb. Quiet funny! Let me tell u. lol =P well thats my day really... muahz xoxo

Jessica

I really like Kenneth Desmond!!! =D =D =D

Can i be your play boy bunny?

[21 Jun 2005|09:27pm]
[ mood | Down.. ]

*:. I love Kenny!!
.:* Ur my everything
*:. kisses
.:* and
*:. hugs!


I made a mistake and I totally hate myself for that mistake...

I dont know if u ever will read this, but its worth a try.

Can i be your play boy bunny?

"Scars" [21 Jun 2005|08:59pm]
[ mood | Crushed...=/ ]
[ music | Papa Roach "Scars" ]

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

Can i be your play boy bunny?

Monday Night!! =D [21 Jun 2005|11:12am]
[ mood | Penis!! lol ]

Last night waas fun. Cliff, Clay n Justin came over n stayed for like 2 hours. We just sat there and talked, it was tons of fun. LOL They are some CrAzY talkers, honestly, It kinda scared me. lol =P Yesterday, I woke up, went tanning n then cleaned my room some more n then took a shower. =D lol Then I went to Kmart to get some cd's, a toothbrush n face wash!! hehe, it smells good. lol MY EYE ITCHES!!! lol sorry
After Kmart, me n my sister Jamie took 3 hours to get ready to go to the mall, and we still looked like shit! lol =P Ive been trying to get a hold of Steven all morning, but he doesnt know how to be home. Everytime I called him, his mom would answer n be like "Hes not home yet" lol I felt so retarded! Never AGAIN!! lol Jamie n I gave up n just decided to go to Lakeside, nothing new about that one really, just some dorky ppl. We went to the Disney store and there were so many cute little kids! lol aww I just wanted to steal one. HAA not... =/
Then we went shopping for me at Aeropostale for some shorts/skirts. Because we all know I need some clothes, right?! lol well I went anyways. Then I seen some kid that went to my school, or still does, idk anymore. But he was looking FINE!! lol he was nervous tho bc he was new or something...? I didnt spend much, but I spent $82.53 and Idk, not very much. But then While we were shopping at Aeropostale, Steven calls me. lol wow, A lil late are we?! lol Well we went to pick him up n then went to Macomb Mall bc He was going to get his ear pearced again bc It fell out. He got it pearced like 10 times! No Joke... Me n Jamie stopped at this store with hats n they were funny as hell!! lol Some said Fatties, streakers, cooters, and they all looked like football teams. It was quit funny! lol =P Then on the way home, we passed by Kristina Wrights house!! I miss that girl...=( aww Im gonna call her sometime!! =D =D Love u Kristina
We dropped Steven off n then we went home, and thats that. Kind boring but hey! Its always like that. lol My older sisters b/f said I looked hott as hell today..?? lol He never wants me to dress like that again! HA It wasnt even bad!! Blue jeans, a tanktop n my hair down...slut?? idk, but w.e lol well thats about it!!!!

muahz xoxo
Jessica

I really Like Kenny!!! =(

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[20 Jun 2005|04:53pm]
[ mood | BoUnCy!! === ]
[ music | Backstreet Boys "Incomplete" ]

I just wanted to see if the whole picture thing worked...

 I havent updated this mother in a while!! lol Well, be proud of me bc I am... Anyways. Saturday was my 16th Birthday n I had tons of fun. I was babysitting untill 1pm for my Godson Zachary n Brenden. Then, We went to go pick Dana up to bring to my house. I didnt even know, But I had a surprise party. lol it was crazy!!! =P I got to my house n I seen Happy Birthday signs everywhere n I was like, "Ok... Family is over." Then I went pee n My dad wanted me outside, like he was pushing me outside n I had no idea what was going on.. ? lol So I looked outside to see what was up n I seen Kenny's BRIGHT orange shirt. lol I was excited but I thought they were gonna throw balloons at me or something, but instead, they silly stringed me! lol I was running down the street n they were all getting me. lol It was crazy!! =P I got kinda mad tho bc I wanted to take a shower n no one would let me.... >=0 grr lol But it was fun. Kenny got me flowers!! =D =D aww I like that kid so much!! He dont care tho...=/ Thats about all that happend.. Kenny, Chris, Paul, Jamie, Reem, Sarah, Dana, and all my relatives were there. Then Tori n some other black kids came overr!! lol Hottness! lol

Thats all... muahz xoxo

Jessica

 

I lik3 K3nny!!!

n3lly "fly away"

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Sarah's Party!!!! =D [20 Jun 2005|11:29am]
[ mood | hehe ]
[ music | Lil jon "Throw It Up" ]

Today I went to Sarah's Party for like 30 min. I ran there bc It was really dark n I didnt want to get raped. I was so outta breath!! LMAO i almost died... ha yeah but then when I got there, there was alot of ppl there, Including McAndy!! lol I love that kid. Then We took alot of pictures! ha, dont like em but hey, its for my girl Sarah so its iight. Then I left and I was walking n I seen sme po po's and they got to the stop sign n just sat there bc they were staring at me, n I didnt know what to do, I didnt want them to come n talk to me!! Lol so I just darted into someones garage. Then they left. lol Idk but It was scary!!! =o lol Well I love Sarah and thats all that matters!!

2 more days Sarah, till ur LEGAL!! lmao love uu

Jessica

I like Kenny =/

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Monday!! Fo Sho! [06 Jun 2005|10:08pm]
[ mood | cr4ck3r!! =P ]
[ music | B2K "Gots ta be!" ]

Today I went to school at 6:50am... OMG I was soo damn tired! lol I think u know what I mean... =/ Anyways, Jamie, Reem and I got to school and went to Strawberry Square for water and some food...(Well I got the food) ha and yupp.. Then I sat in 1st hour making a comic stripe for art, Its soo damn gay! lol Then I talked to Steven n Pickles! (Paul) ha yupp... Then 6th hour came around, Its always the best. lol **Kenny didnt come to school** Come to think of it, when does he? HONESTLY!?! Yupp n then I got home, Got ready for my meeting at McDonalds, we talked about getting my raise n being a Crew Trainer!! hehe lol =P Then I got home, took a shower and went over Steven's house for the day, just like old times, every god dan day! lol nothing better to do ya know? Well, ya there might be...Drew?? lol jkjk but anyways... =D We kinda just sat there n they wanted me to show them my tits. THE TITS I DONT HAVE! lmao, wow they are a group of funny guys, gotta love em. ha! =P Yupp then I came home, and Im here, being bored, super bored... =/ So that means Im gonna go!! lol

muahz xoxo =* byes!!
Jessie

I love u...

Kenny =D

**I wanna be the gots ta be in ur life. Gots ta be the one that makes u sad, Gots ta be the one u never had, Gots ta be the that u want so damn bad, gotta be gotta be gotta be ur everything.**

I dont know!!
-What? What? YEAH! What? What? What? YEAH! lol <--Lil Jon!! fck yeh

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FrEaK yeah! [05 Jun 2005|05:21pm]
[ mood | Feelin Shitty! ]
[ music | JoJo "Get Out (Leave)" ]

Yesterday Kenny n Chris cama over again, they played bball with my lil sister n my cousin. I didnt play bc I honestly dont know how to... =/ anyways, they were over for like 3 hours n we had fun, well I did. We bought Ice Cream, played bball, swong on my swing, an around, they smoked a joint, lol wow, I didnt tho bc I told someone I wouldnt ever again... =D Be proud of me Drew! LOL yupp n then we just sat around n went in my room too, It was kinda cool, kinda not. Then they left and I went to bed bc I was really tired n I had to work the next Morning..
Today, I woke up at 8:38 and had to be at work at 9am... >=O grr But I was only one minute late...DAMNNN im good! lol =P jkjk But then work was so damn busy and hott! Too many people want McDonalds, they need to go to Burger King, HONESTLY!! Everyone was sweating, ewww groddyy lol Then I got off at 4:33...Only 27 min early damnit! lol But ay now, Thats okay. It was really slow for Lunch tho which is good. Then I walked home in the hott, HUMID weather, omg I almost died... If I did, would u of came to my funeral? lol Whata question huh.. =/ Now Im here, needing to take a shower desperatly and talking to Steven on the phone yo! Ima hit ya up lata, iight? lol
wow Im NOT black..=/

muahz xoxo
Jessica

I like you**

Heck yes!

Word of the week:
"That's Shitty"



**h0w n0w br0wn c0w!!**

Can i be your play boy bunny?

Fun Life!! =D [03 Jun 2005|10:36pm]
[ mood | BoUnCy!! === ]
[ music | B2K "Baby Girl" ]

I havent written in this thing in a long time... well not really but a lil while. =/ Anyways!! 2 days ago, Steven came home! I was so excited. I was just sitting on my couch n then my moms phone rings n my sister answers it. I was like ok, its not for me. But then she hands it to me n I was like okay, no one important. But then I hear Steven's HOTT voice! =D =D lol I was so excited I got off the couch and started JuMpInG up n down! lol IT WAS HILARIOUS! If u ever want to see my jump up n down again, ur outta luck bc that was the only time it will EVER happen! =P Aww, I missed him so much! ='[ We talked on the phone for a lil while, I was swinging on my swing at the same time, I almost killed myself...=/ The next day, I was so excited to see Steven tho. lol I wanted to cry. Then I went home with the little fucker and we were late for the bus and let me tell u, running in a skirt was not pretty! lol =P I ran for my life, I looked soooo Retarded it was great. lol Anyways... We got to his house n his couch caught fire earlier n it looked like shit!! =D ha yup n then he was talking to his gf he hasnt talked to in like 35 days. Aww hes so cute when he talks to her, lol he honestly likes her, its crazy. Then him n I walk up to the party store n I bought Munchos n his mommy ate almost all of them. Lol it was great tho, I love her. lol =P Then Kenny =D Chris n Henry come over. Henry is just a flat out weird mother fucker. (n fat) Chris smoked some weed, Kenny didnt, hes a good bout like that n then Henry just sat there. I had fun tho!! Then I went home =/
Today, I went to school lookin all prepy, it was kinda cute, kinda not. I was wearing Hollister. lol funny Then after school, I went hoe and fell asleep. I **passed** out like a fuckin sleepy person. lol <--Thats what I was fo real! lol yupp n then I woke up and drove my lil sister to Great Skate with my mommy. I accidently ran a red light!! =D lol mah bad!! I was freaking out, bc I dont need a god damn ticket. I think I was in another world thinking about things... =( w.e tho, I ran one, I ran one right?? Then Kenny n Chis came over to play some bball, we had a little bit of fun. We ledt my house after like 1 hour n then they smoked a joint n I just sat there. We seen Kristins Brown n Justin Moore so we chilled with them for a lil while. After that, we went to buy some gum... =D for me! lol then we went to Stevens house to chill with him, James, Joe, Alex, Chris, Kenny, n some other kid n Steven. It was fun, we all played football! I threw tha ball pretty damn good! lol I was proud of myself untill I fell on the ground. lol Then about 10:30 my sister comes over Stevens n is like "Mom was ready to call the cops on u bc she dont know where u are!!!" alright, damn girl calm down, Im in one piece aint I? lol Yeah I got in a lilttle bit of trouble but I didnt get grounded so its tiiight! lol Well now im sitting here, thinking about Kenny... =( I need to go to bed bc I gotta work at 8am... so peace out!! --->

muahz xoxo
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.... <-- it means I love you!!
...
-JeSsIcA-

I really like Kenny, but he dont care at all obviously... =(

Sometimes I wonder why I waws born, ya know??

6.1.05 <-- sad day...
5.26-28.05
3.28.05
3.30.05

"Baby Girl"

[Verse 1:]
He took advantage of your love
And he threw it all away
He broke your tender heart
Words can't express what you wanna say
But deep inside you know
That there's someone out there for you
Who'll love you tenderly
And turn your dark skies into blue
So tell me girl

[Chorus:]
Why do you look so sad, baby girl, baby girl?
It couldn't be so bad, baby girl, baby girl
Why do you look so sad, baby girl, baby girl
It couldn't be so bad, baby girl, baby girl

I know it's hard to start again
To find somebody new
But don't you be afraid
Rough times don't last but true lovers do
As the night follows the day
Some you win and some you lose
But don't give up on love
Sometimes you clear the old to get to the new

[Chorus:]
Why do you look so sad, baby girl, baby girl?
It couldn't be so bad, baby girl, baby girl
Why do you look so sad, baby girl, baby girl
It couldn't be so bad, baby girl, baby girl

Let me dry your eyes
I am here for you
You are not alone
I know what you're going through

So sad
Baby girl, oh, baby girl
Wipe your tears away

[Chorus:]
Why do you look so sad, baby girl, baby girl?
It couldn't be so bad, baby girl, baby girl
Why do you look so sad, baby girl, baby girl
It couldn't be so bad, baby girl, baby girl

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